hello, it's me!
Elliot Fong
Alameda, California, United States
I try to be the guy that nobody expects me to be.
I try my best to put all my trust, faith, and love in God's hands.
I turn to him in times of need.
I try to be the best I can be.
You have my trust until you break it.
Though I also forgive, but you must be able to forgive me if the time ever comes.
I'm a pretty outgoing guy, I really like to just talk, and hang out with friends, I love meeting new people.
previous posts
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worst day ever
whoaaaaaaaa
2 peter 1:3-11 analysis
love life live
win
are we human?
2-2!
0-2
work.. sucks
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
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July 2009
August 2009
January 2010
naomi
nurulworst day ever
whoaaaaaaaa
2 peter 1:3-11 analysis
love life live
win
are we human?
2-2!
0-2
work.. sucks
complicated past
June 2008July 2008
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October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
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January 2010
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Friday, December 19, 2008
Broken completely @ 3:15 PM
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will be ok
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
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shattered on the inside. 1 month gone, communication is down the drain. i've fallen down, and i can't get up....
Broken - Lifehouse
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonightMaybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will be ok
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
lifeless @ 8:19 PM
i don't know what to do, this is all just a dream. its like after all these days, she's still a mystery to me. i can't stop falling for her. what the hell is wrong with me? am i even human??? she said no a long time ago, i keep sending her all this stuff. i can't stop my fingers and my words from just coming out of my mouth. each time i look into her eyes i forget what i was going to say. her pretty smile creates a maze for my eyes. ugh finals aren't going so well. i just pulled off a 76% for english. man.. this is just not my week...
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i don't know what to do, this is all just a dream. its like after all these days, she's still a mystery to me. i can't stop falling for her. what the hell is wrong with me? am i even human??? she said no a long time ago, i keep sending her all this stuff. i can't stop my fingers and my words from just coming out of my mouth. each time i look into her eyes i forget what i was going to say. her pretty smile creates a maze for my eyes. ugh finals aren't going so well. i just pulled off a 76% for english. man.. this is just not my week...
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
sleepless @ 10:31 PM
well... i guess as days past, my tight grip seems so useless. its like she's drifting away no matter how tight i hang on. i mean, she gave me the most comfortable hug today, but still. we just don't talk as much and its really dissappointing. i mean its cool if she doesn't like me like that, but i still want our friendship to grow ya know? and each time i feel alright something happens and i fall back down again. its like it never ends. but then again... thats what i get for letting my heart win. its like she rejected me but still has my heart. and i'm letting her have it. i know it sounds weird, but she could be the most unique girl i have ever met. she's sooo difficult, with so many flaws. she is so imperfect. but its because she's imperfect i love her so. haha, i love you... 3 words that can mean absolutely nothing to absolutely everything. i know all guys say this, but she's different. i haven't met anyone who hurts so much just from life. how can someone keep putting on a smile at school every single day? i envy her hard work so much. ugh i can't breathe. this is crazy, its all a dream. she holds them all in, hanging on for dear life, but she covers it all with that smile that you see each day. it amazes me, i thought my life sucked. this is nothing. i have so much respect for her... she keeps thinking i hate her or something cuz she said no, but because she said no i love her so much more.... crazy stuff. anyway, so this is finals week and i'm trying to avoid studying lol. my life has completely went the opposite way, and i'm just letting it. i'm scared....... This composition was written with a sad emotion.
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well... i guess as days past, my tight grip seems so useless. its like she's drifting away no matter how tight i hang on. i mean, she gave me the most comfortable hug today, but still. we just don't talk as much and its really dissappointing. i mean its cool if she doesn't like me like that, but i still want our friendship to grow ya know? and each time i feel alright something happens and i fall back down again. its like it never ends. but then again... thats what i get for letting my heart win. its like she rejected me but still has my heart. and i'm letting her have it. i know it sounds weird, but she could be the most unique girl i have ever met. she's sooo difficult, with so many flaws. she is so imperfect. but its because she's imperfect i love her so. haha, i love you... 3 words that can mean absolutely nothing to absolutely everything. i know all guys say this, but she's different. i haven't met anyone who hurts so much just from life. how can someone keep putting on a smile at school every single day? i envy her hard work so much. ugh i can't breathe. this is crazy, its all a dream. she holds them all in, hanging on for dear life, but she covers it all with that smile that you see each day. it amazes me, i thought my life sucked. this is nothing. i have so much respect for her... she keeps thinking i hate her or something cuz she said no, but because she said no i love her so much more.... crazy stuff. anyway, so this is finals week and i'm trying to avoid studying lol. my life has completely went the opposite way, and i'm just letting it. i'm scared....... This composition was written with a sad emotion.
Often times the weather brings all our hopes and dreams down. Happiness is only restored when the sun shines through the dark clouds. Like the weather, our lives often change as well; sometimes we go through storms in life that we just don't understand. We become afraid because we can not decipher what awaits us. We feel lost until we realize how many people are standing at our side, to pick us up when we fall down, to help us through sleepless nights, and to help us through the voices that say we can't go on. The happy melody at the end of this piece represents the truth that all storms come to an end, we just don't know when. Patience is the hardest trait to acquire, but only through this trait can we learn from the troubles we go through.
and now to end with a song.. as always haha.
Fences-Paramore
I'm sitting in a room
Made up of only big white walls
And in the halls
There are people looking through
The win.. the window
Though they know exactly what we're here for
Don't look up just let them think
There's no place else you'd rather be
You're always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from
Don't you know by now
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have
It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
Cause this is your night so smile
Cause you'll go out in style
You'll go out in style
If you let me I could
I'd show you how to build your fences
Set restrictions
Separate from the world
The constant battle that you hate to fight
Just blame the limelight
Don't look up just let them think
There's no place else you'd rather be in now
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have
It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
This is your night so smile
Yeah yeah you're asking for it
With every breath that you breathe in
Just breathe it in
Yeah yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk in
I said let's see you walk in
Yeah yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk in
I said let's see you walk in
It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
You're oh oh open wide
You're oh oh open wide
Cause you'll go out in style
You'll go out in style
Made up of only big white walls
And in the halls
There are people looking through
The win.. the window
Though they know exactly what we're here for
Don't look up just let them think
There's no place else you'd rather be
You're always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from
Don't you know by now
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have
It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
Cause this is your night so smile
Cause you'll go out in style
You'll go out in style
If you let me I could
I'd show you how to build your fences
Set restrictions
Separate from the world
The constant battle that you hate to fight
Just blame the limelight
Don't look up just let them think
There's no place else you'd rather be in now
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have
It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
This is your night so smile
Yeah yeah you're asking for it
With every breath that you breathe in
Just breathe it in
Yeah yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk in
I said let's see you walk in
Yeah yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk in
I said let's see you walk in
It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
You're oh oh open wide
You're oh oh open wide
Cause you'll go out in style
You'll go out in style
Emergency - Paramore
I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency
If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on
So are you listening?
So are you watching me?
If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.
This is an emergency
So are you listening?
And I can't pretend that I don't see this
it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[Can we talk about it?]
Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)
So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again
I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency
And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.
So are you listening?
So are you watching me?
Well I can't pretend that I don't see this
But it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[can we talk about it?]
Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)
Scars, they will not fade away.
No one cares to talk about it, can we talk about it?
Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)
I think we have an emergency
If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on
So are you listening?
So are you watching me?
If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.
This is an emergency
So are you listening?
And I can't pretend that I don't see this
it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[Can we talk about it?]
Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)
So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again
I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency
And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.
So are you listening?
So are you watching me?
Well I can't pretend that I don't see this
But it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[can we talk about it?]
Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)
Scars, they will not fade away.
No one cares to talk about it, can we talk about it?
Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)
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Thursday, December 11, 2008
if that is your best... do better @ 8:03 PM
ugh. i keep trying, pushing uphill. but when i get close to the top. i fall back down. i'm still lost from God. i got no idea where he is... I know he's always there for me, i just can't find him. =\. its really sad. today i went to the tenderloin.. the poorest district in san francisco. trying to lend a helping hand. i met the most amazing friend ever the other day. through all we've been through, she's still there as a friend. it amazes me how she doesn't hate me. =]. there are some great people in this world.
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ugh. i keep trying, pushing uphill. but when i get close to the top. i fall back down. i'm still lost from God. i got no idea where he is... I know he's always there for me, i just can't find him. =\. its really sad. today i went to the tenderloin.. the poorest district in san francisco. trying to lend a helping hand. i met the most amazing friend ever the other day. through all we've been through, she's still there as a friend. it amazes me how she doesn't hate me. =]. there are some great people in this world.
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