hello, it's me!

Elliot Fong

Alameda, California, United States

I try to be the guy that nobody expects me to be.

I try my best to put all my trust, faith, and love in God's hands.

I turn to him in times of need.

I try to be the best I can be.

You have my trust until you break it.

Though I also forgive, but you must be able to forgive me if the time ever comes.

I'm a pretty outgoing guy, I really like to just talk, and hang out with friends, I love meeting new people.

if that is your best... do better
keep singing
no worries
someone somewhere
point in time
reaching
i won't tell if you won't tell
long time coming
love is waiting
special

complicated past

June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
July 2009
August 2009
January 2010

friends

olivia
naomi

nurul

talk

credits

By Elies
Base Code & Inspiration nostalgia.
Images squidfingers createblog
celestial-star

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

sleepless @ 10:31 PM

well... i guess as days past, my tight grip seems so useless. its like she's drifting away no matter how tight i hang on. i mean, she gave me the most comfortable hug today, but still. we just don't talk as much and its really dissappointing. i mean its cool if she doesn't like me like that, but i still want our friendship to grow ya know? and each time i feel alright something happens and i fall back down again. its like it never ends. but then again... thats what i get for letting my heart win. its like she rejected me but still has my heart. and i'm letting her have it. i know it sounds weird, but she could be the most unique girl i have ever met. she's sooo difficult, with so many flaws. she is so imperfect. but its because she's imperfect i love her so. haha, i love you... 3 words that can mean absolutely nothing to absolutely everything. i know all guys say this, but she's different. i haven't met anyone who hurts so much just from life. how can someone keep putting on a smile at school every single day? i envy her hard work so much. ugh i can't breathe. this is crazy, its all a dream. she holds them all in, hanging on for dear life, but she covers it all with that smile that you see each day. it amazes me, i thought my life sucked. this is nothing. i have so much respect for her... she keeps thinking i hate her or something cuz she said no, but because she said no i love her so much more.... crazy stuff. anyway, so this is finals week and i'm trying to avoid studying lol. my life has completely went the opposite way, and i'm just letting it. i'm scared....... This composition was written with a sad emotion.

Often times the weather brings all our hopes and dreams down. Happiness is only restored when the sun shines through the dark clouds. Like the weather, our lives often change as well; sometimes we go through storms in life that we just don't understand. We become afraid because we can not decipher what awaits us. We feel lost until we realize how many people are standing at our side, to pick us up when we fall down, to help us through sleepless nights, and to help us through the voices that say we can't go on. The happy melody at the end of this piece represents the truth that all storms come to an end, we just don't know when. Patience is the hardest trait to acquire, but only through this trait can we learn from the troubles we go through.

and now to end with a song.. as always haha.

Fences-Paramore

I'm sitting in a room
Made up of only big white walls
And in the halls
There are people looking through
The win.. the window
Though they know exactly what we're here for
Don't look up just let them think
There's no place else you'd rather be

You're always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from
Don't you know by now
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have

It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
Cause this is your night so smile
Cause you'll go out in style
You'll go out in style

If you let me I could
I'd show you how to build your fences
Set restrictions
Separate from the world
The constant battle that you hate to fight
Just blame the limelight

Don't look up just let them think
There's no place else you'd rather be in now
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have

It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
This is your night so smile

Yeah yeah you're asking for it
With every breath that you breathe in
Just breathe it in
Yeah yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk in
I said let's see you walk in

Yeah yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk in
I said let's see you walk in

It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
You're oh oh open wide
You're oh oh open wide
Cause you'll go out in style
You'll go out in style

Emergency - Paramore

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

This is an emergency
So are you listening?

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[Can we talk about it?]

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)

So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

Well I can't pretend that I don't see this

But it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[can we talk about it?]

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)

Scars, they will not fade away.

No one cares to talk about it, can we talk about it?

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)